disneyland…. you did right by me

Day 20 – 131.4 lbs – 500 Calorie Day. We drove yesterday and I refrained from eating snacks while driving in the car. Yay me. This is usually a HUGE snackey time for me. We got to our hotel late and I shared with the friends we were with that I was doing this HCG thing – so they wouldn’t wonder what the needles in the fridge were. haha.

This was day 1 at Disneyland. It wasn’t so bad! I was really proud of myself. The only blunder I made was at the soup bread bowl place in California Adventure. That is my all time favorite place to eat there. I ate a little too much of the bowl. But we were walking all day, and I burned a fair amount of calories. I was surprised that I had normal energy even.

Day 21 – 132.4 lbs – 500 Calorie Day. Did even better today on day 2 of DLand. Granted, I was walking all day long and burned plenty of calories, but I also ate a big salad with apples and nuts and cranberries in it. The dressing was fat free and I just dipped in it a tiny bit. It was SO delicious. I also ate some chicken and vegetable stir fry with coconut curry sauce. YUM! I loved that stuff, but it was obviously high in calories, so I didn’t eat too much. I felt really good all day. Again, it’s always easier to be good when I am with Marv. I need someone to be accountable to. So sad.

Day 22 – 130.4 lbs – 500 Calorie Day. I was stoked about the 2 pounds! This was a driving day again, and I was not looking forward to sitting all day and being aware of the hunger.

Day 23 – 129.4 lbs – 500 Calorie Day. OK! I hit below 130! This is so exciting! Then why did I eat junk today? Is it because I like sabatoging myself? See, now here I was home again. I was alone all day today, until 3:30. Oh yeah, I also met my brother and sister for a birthday brunch. I ate a very healthy salad, and then a small slice of chocolate cake with frosting. I don’t want to tell this particular sister that I’m doing this diet. Not yet anyways. I guess I ate the cake because she made it and was making a big deal about it (it was a GREAT cake)and about how this was her gift to our brother. Later, I went to the grocery store and just went crazy with the snacks! Why can’t I love and respect myself enough to treat my mind and my body right? What is my stupid hang up? I didn’t have dinner in hopes that I will atleast break even tomorrow, despite my relapse. Maybe I should go back to Disneyland. Disneyland solves everything.


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